sems break started

i skipped the human development class bcz very tire for studying in these few days.

finally .

i got sick . again..

last time was on last 2 day.

i slept for 4 hours in the evening .

but today .. i juz slept 2 hours .

these two days wat i ate were nasi goreng and 2 kuai shou mian .

i dun noe why these dews didnt get any appetite ..

i have no idea i wan to eat for dinner.

sei lo sei lo..

i .......

i ....... wan see u .. hehe ..

but no dare to call you .

besides dun wan contagious my fever to you .

haiz..

erm. tml i'm going to singapore. alone ..

i dun noe wat suppose i to continue write .....

ciaoX..

do you still love me ?

do you miss me ?

i'm getting crazy now !

sorry !

haha

finally i finished my physics test

the subject which i worrying

i knew to do all the question .

i have started to study since last week.

juz only three chapters but it's killing me.

many i dunnoe . i have study from morning till evening.

now got headache already .

T^T

study study study

that's wat i'm telling myself.

next monday i'm taking plane back to ipoh.

my second experience . hehe

i noe i'm kampung zai ..

hehe..happy yea.u too.iloveyou

anger is gone.

starting from zero.

i'm sorry for saying those words

exam later ..

physics...

T^T

study study study..

miss you

email

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，
总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，
你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，
不论做什么事情，
只要能一起，就是好的，
但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，
你开始发现了对方的缺点，
於是问题一个接著一个发生，
你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，
有人说爱情就像在捡石头，
总想捡到一个适合自己的，
但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？
*她适合你，那你又适合她吗?
其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，
或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，
但是记住人是有弹性的，
很多事情是可以改变的，
只要你有心、有勇气，
与其到处去捡未知的石头，
还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？
很多人以为是因为感情淡了，
所以人才会变得懒惰。
错！
其实是人先被惰性征服，
所以感情才会变淡的。

*在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好， 这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！ 现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！

*听到了吗？明白了吗？
难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。
因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。
如果每个人都
懒得讲话、
懒得倾听、
懒得制造惊喜、
懒得温柔体贴，
那么夫妻或是情人之间，
又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？
所以请记住：
有活力的爱情，
是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，
谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！

*有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了， 当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟， 他的男朋友很不高兴的说： 你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了， 我以後再也不会等你了！ 刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了， 她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了

*同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境； 女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！ 接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上， 此刻，女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。

你体会到了吗？
*其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！

爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时， 很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！
懂了吗？
当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。
那并不代表你会选择他。
*我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。
但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，
你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。

*没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。
或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，
但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发 觉而已呢？
所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！
他或许已经等你很久喽！

*当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。
如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来， 完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。

*所以请记住，
喝酒不要超过六分醉，
吃饭不要超过七分饱，
爱一个人不要超过八分

*那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？
我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了！

*如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，
而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

我想告诉你。我不会放开你的手。我们要继续走下去。爱你。丽敏

和你并肩看的星辰特别灿烂

和你牵手走的山路都变平坦

有时候你是我的魔法师

有时候我是你船上的帆

为你许愿种的花朵开得浪漫

为你坚持挡的风雨有种温暖

有时候你是我的守护神

有时候我是你的休息站

我的勇敢加你的勇敢

我们总能从泥泞踏出海岸

以前看过的世界原来只有一半

而你带我环游了另一半

我的情感加你的情感

用爱形容还显得太过简单

以前我整个生命原来只有一半

而你帮我圆满了另一半

as u said . it's over .

it's not over . trust me .

it's just beginning . no one cant apart forever .

like us ..

finally ..

i miss u

i love u

but we still broke at last .

i'm sorry .

maybe it's my fault .

not urs .

my heart is raning and trying dont let tears going down my face .

i dun noe u love me or not .

i forgot how many problems we faced together in these 2 years more .

we holding each other's hand tighty

we support each others

we love each other

maybe it will be hard to tide over the continue days without you

enen...

maybe it will be our memory ..

there are so many maybe ..

this afternoon , i asking myself .

am i love u too much so tat i control u too much ？so u feel boring and dun tell me wat u had promise .

i have 2 bottle milk

1 is me and 1 is urs and intend to give u this evening .

but ....

our love likes dissappear in the world in sudden.

all things is going change .

i dunoe where is our future

i have planned our future

why i just pay u 100 dollar?

i wan buy an apartment -we live together in Singapore (apartment so expensive! )

we get 2 childs . we give them the best education .

bla bla bla ...

haha...it's just imagination .

but now it's 100% fake

it wont happen.

相爱的未必能够永远在一起

看来你爱错了我

我不是你爱的那种人

以后生活要快乐

听人说 爱忘不了 是因为有个缺角
遗憾走不到 免不了还想绕一绕
遇过的就你最好 但也不足以确保
两人会依靠 或是分开变老
一有爱就走吧 是时候放手了
幸福非要在这分岔 就别再等他
一有爱就走吧 我不会有怪你的想法
你听见吗 我最痛的实话
babe

it's painful .it's starting to break .

if keep continue , i dun think i will believe u . i dun think i will love u 4ever.i dun think i will care u anymore .

i tot it's enough to see my smile . i realize those word isnt for me . dunnoe how long i didnt hold ur hands.hav no idea how long i didnt heard u say u love me. the feeling is going to vanish .

anything will change

start from

now ...

the apple juice ?! haiz . just keep it in the fridge . anyhow nobody will drink it

bad mood

really bad mood!!!!!

untitled 2

i have no idea what title for this blog ..

kaka ..bluring ..also tiring ..

today is my 1st time to gym in MMU ..

both of my shoulder will be painnful when i wake up on tomorrow .

after gym , siang and me went to swimming pool .. kaka .. recently the weather quite hot . i dun noe why .. i feel that i'm going to sick soon .. every1 please take care of yourself . especially you.. this is the 2nd times u got ill . please drink more water and eat more fruits ..

my room is very dirty bcz i didnt clean it during last weekend . (lazy) clean it tomorrow . after badminton traning , straight to revise for fews hours . tat's my scedule tomorrow.no play.no computer.i'm trying don't on my labtop ..

suddenly think about my future . hmmm ...

wat will be my future ?! get high salary ? get ownself car ? get a happy marriage ?

will i leave this world early ? accident can be occur anytime .. anywhere.. will i be tat unlucky ?

dad mom ... i love you ..sis mui min friends i love you...

i'm a guy who never accept myself .

pressure A.A

next week will be my all subject tests . arg!

i have to spend time wisely . Monday is the most tiring day for me . my class starts from 10am to 1 pm. rest an hour then continue with 2 hours . rest an hour again and then continue with an hour . my class ends at 6 pm!!

back to ixora and having my dinner which take away in ixora foodcourt . afer that , i went to sleep for 2 hours . got headache .

futhermore , next tuesday i got english presentation . my group was added 1 more international student ! headache again ! 1 already make me crazy ! now came with 1 more . omg . bcz that 1 always absent to english class . i have no idea to disscuss with him . i think he already forgotten about the english presentation .

i have juz watched ''back to 17 again'' in my housemate's labtop . it's nice . kaka . i learnt a lot from this movie . this movie talked about a man who has regret with his life for 20 years after marriage and he got the opportunity to back to his young . but at the end his choice still the same as past . bcz he never make the wrong decision . sometimes , we feel that the problems tat we facing are like going hell . dun depressed and there's always hope . it's never too late .

the problem wont be worst as u think .be positive . somethimes u have to work hard to get the good result .

last 2 days , jie fu sent to hospital . i was astonished when hearding these news from my jie . his backbone got problem . my jie always think positive . that's why i admire her . hopefully my jie fu can recover as fast as possible . now my jie and my mom worry about me . i got backbone hurt since i was 12 years old .. sometimes i feel a bit painful when standing too long , sitting too long , walking too long even sleping too long .. they always remind me so tat eat nutritive,dun over-exercise .

bad news-mayb i wont back to tualang due to i have to take care of my jiefu . te decision havent make yet . depends on my jie . see whether she can leave singapore or not .

dunnoe why these few days i always hungry in the midnight . now also hungry . but .. hehe .. i'm going to sleep .. tomorrow baru eat lah ! good nite .

2 sports today

although friday no class , i have to wake up early and went to library to discuss my humand development's assignment .. but ..

when i arrived there .. i was the last two person who came late .. hahaxx.. when the last 1 came , they said discussion changed to saturday .omg . i have brought nothing to library . u want me came here sit for 5 minutes then go back to Ixora again?! s.u.c.k!

haiz ..

then after lunch , i went to MMU again for my another discussion - english presentation . title - the advantages and disadvantages of robotic technology .. i went to play basketball at 5 .. after i went to tennis court .. learnt tennis ! kaka .. 1st time i holded the tennis racket , it's a bit heavier than badminton racket . my housemate - bui wen taught me the basic of playing tennis ..wat a tiring day .. no more energy to study .. so .. i took mc again ..sign ..

tml no sport ! dun invite me ! please ~

i have juz finished watch jay chou 2008 concert .. his is talented . when he sang the ''ting mama de hua'' i miss my mum .. she is suffering alone . i hope tat i can grown faster and protect her from those ppl who trying to hurt and bully her .

limin is sick ! drink more water yea . love you !

love jay chou !! ^^

lacked of sleep this few day ! sleep ~~nite nite

juntheng is going to sleep zzzZZ

Graduation

So we talked all night about the rest of our lives

Where we're gonna be when we turn 25

I keep thinking times will never change.

Keep on thinking things will always be the same

But when we leave this year we won't be coming back

No more hanging out cause we're on a different track

And if you got something that you need to say

You better say it right now cause you don't have another day

Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down

These memories are playing like a film without sound

And I keep thinking of that night in June

I didn't know much of love but it came too soon

And there was me and you

And then we got real cool

Stay at home talking on the telephone

We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared

Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair

And this is how it feels...

As we go on, we remember

All the times we had together

And as our lives change, come whatever

We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs

And we make the big money

When we look back now

Will our jokes still be funny?

Will we still remember everything we learned in school?

Still be trying to break every single rule

Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?

Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

And this is how it feels....

As we go on, we remember

All the times we had together

And as our lives change, come whatever

We will still be, friends forever

(la la la la la la la la厖)

(We will still be, friends forever)

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?

Can we survive it out there?

Can we make it somehow?

I guess I thought that this would never end

And suddenly it's like we're women and men

Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?

Will these memories fade when I leave this town

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's our time to fly....

As we go on, we remember

All the times we had together

And as our lives change, come whatever

We will still be, friends forever

As we go on, we remember

All the times we had together

And as our lives change, come whatever

We will still be, friends forever

As we go on, we remember

All the times we had together

And as our lives change, come whatever

We will still be, friends forever

(i love all my friends.what a grief if all of us never contact.)(juntheng T^T)

when listening this song , i gonna to miss u guys.especially sys classmates.i still remember , we study together , play together , eat together and so on ..

THE END

Parts of my life in Malacca

now is 1.30 pm

i still dun wan sleep yet .

bcz i have juz sleep for two hours this afternoon ..

my brain took mc today ..

so i didnt go library ..

juz sleeping and watching movie in my room .

my lectures test is looming .. sign .

today i chat wif my jie jie ...

suddenly i miss my family , mamy and mui mui ...

this sems break i will back to hometown for few days , then back to singapore wif jie jie ..

i already adapt with the life here ..

everyday got dad and mom's call ..

less supper recently .. sometimes chatting with my housemates until midnite . we are crazy ..

we also plan to travel when the final break .. kaka . hopefully this plan can be achieve ..

mayb ... i have to study for 6 hours a day .. wao .. i will crazy after tat .. start tomorrow .. i dunnoe why i choose foundation engineering .. bcz my housemate who also studying mechanical engineering in beta year and he told me tat it will be hard if didnt hav the basic .. foundation is absolutely different to degree .. wat the lecturer teach u will not understand even u sit in the 1st row .. bcz the lecturer juz cincai teach .. u have to study byself .. omg . shit lor .. he also advised me tat better change to other course if u are not expert in engineering .. emo ler .

wan go to sleep ler .. nite nite every1 ~

finally ...

Zzz i'm starting to miss my family ~

keke ^^ muaks ~~

junTheng love you

after a month of MMU life

good morning evrey1 , now is 5 am .. yea .. i havent sleep . also ** i havent bath yet since finished play badminton at 8 pm .. keke .. i 'm crazy!..

OMG..i stay in Malacca for 1 month already..

here are some good news and bad news .

good news - happy staying here without any problems . knew a lot of friends . ppl very kind . still can handled my homework although it's still got some part tat i not really understand . give me some times . i will understand it ..recently i didnt go out till late . normally back at 12 nite from MMU library..not to gap lui** there has air-conditional supplied and quiet .. i can more concentrate to revise .. din supper always ler .. (hungrying .. arhZ!!).....

bad news - if i wasnt wrong , i think this month i spent a lot of money .. i think is around rm 700 ..yea ..bought a lot things likes test book , formal clothes daily life things and so on.... i need to save money start now ..

feel a little bit pressure ... i have to spend time wisely .. study study study ..~ sign ..

got a lot of homework need to do . physisc tutorial , physics assignment , english 1 assignment , pre-calculus assignment and physics lab homework ... omg ! died already ~

done it on tml ! ciao nite nite

Jun ThenG

wat the ...

Dunoe why .. these few days i so tire .

mayb i was lack of sleep .. yea .. sit in the bus for 7 hours from ipoh back to malacca . it's suck .. damn tire .

juz now i slept for 2 hours , 9 pm until 12 nite.after wake up , still blur blur ... havent do my homework yet .. i have just receive a cal from my biao ge's friend..he said biao ge got so weird for these few days . he almost bang by car when passing road last few days , not juz once , is many times ..

OmG .. my tears almost runing down . just astonished when heard tat .. after tat, i straight call my dad but he din answer my call .. should i talk to his daddy and mommy ? will i too care about him ? will he mad about me after tell his parents ? worrying .. 1 more problem again ~ sign ~i merely his biao di ~

the sky so dark and i cant even see a silver light in the sky ..~ keke (of course lah..now already 2 am...funny leh ? just want to entertain myself)

Hope everthing is going fine . take care my friends .. take care my family ~ all of you

Good nite + Good morning ~ Muaks

JunTheng ?!

i am ......

who am i? what attitudes tat i suppose to have ? i tot my friends understand me but i'm wrong.yea . i also lazy even tiring for explaining .. i have try to become a good listener but at the last i realise tat the listener wasnt me .

explain explain explain again ..

this is the week 4 and i not really caught wat lecturer teached . oh my GoD. want to study 24 hours jor.suddenly feel i'm so stupid..ppl can understand it in few minutes and i have to study for few hour then juz understand . see .. haiz ..

today i didnt go to library bcz very tire .. today i'm still like yesterday . no energy no smiling no talking.. sorry for today happening event , sorry my friend...

nite

3rd-5th June 2009

I back to Tualang on Friday .. Class end at 11.00am and i straight going back to hostel .After taking bath then went to Malacca Central with limin .. unexpected , encountered kai siand and bear .. 4 of us took bus at 12.30 pm, my dad fetch limin and me at Slim River..wat a tiring day . suck!

The feeling back to home wasnt i expected..all changed 360 degree.. family problem again .

sign . i forgot how many problems which i faced in my life .. after settle the one , then come with another problems .. i cant feel my family passion .. all smilling are fake !i really hate this feeling .. (headache)..cant smile for this moment . cant cry bcz dunoe why should to cry . really bored for the problem already.dun wan say anymore .

After back to malacca , my friends said i have changed . is it ?! am i ?! i try to smile but they still say i so fake , doesnt like b4 . i think so . 5th of june is my friends- Whynetcs loh Ying Hoe and Allyson Chua 's birthday .. Happy birthday guys . wish u happy always .. ! happy ~

and tomorrow also is my friend- tai Ming yee's birthday .. happpy birthday ..

happiness has gone ......

Is sadness coming ?!

i have no idea ..

momyiloveyou.